Love/Hate

Okay. I technically have a boyfriend. But love doesn't work technically, you know?
I really needed somewhere to pour this out. I've recently realized this, but I do like someone other than my "boyfriend" who lives miles away. It's just hard to keep up, you know? I knew long distance relationships don't work, and I foolishly put myself into it.
Haha. What my friends would think if they saw this. Now that I've confessed, though, I have somewhere to spill my thoughts out. I really can't talk about this personally with anyone, because it'll make me feel guilty.
I don't know what to do.
I hate this.